i did it again. inadvertently i will do it. hurt the one who looks up to me, who grew up together with me, who i love and care for.

it hurts cause he suffers but does not complain, it hurts cause i am supposed to be so close and attentive to him. cause i know what he said is true, once hurt, forever wounded.

by neglecting his needs which are so seldom, i feel guilty. and it makes me cry. cause i know just how much he loves me.. i actually put something else before him. and i feel so blind not to see, that he has always been there for me.

yes i know it's a small thing, but small things are the ones that matter the most..

sorry bro, i didnt even know that i could hurt you so deep.